Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It's the only thing that makes us feel alive
We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
And time's forever frozen still
So you can keep me
Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me close until our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home
Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing to take with us when we die
We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
And time's forever frozen still
So you can keep me
Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me close until our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
And if you hurt me
That's okay baby
Only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won’t ever let you go
Wait for me to come home 4x
You can keep me
Inside the necklace you bought when you were sixteen
Next to your heartbeat where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul
And if you hurt me
That's okay baby
Only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won’t ever let you go
When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost back on Sixth street
Hearing you whisper through the phone
Wait for me to come home
Bude (panggilan anak-anak kepada pengasuhnya) diharuskan menjalani perawatan di rumah sakit karena harus dioperasi untuk pengambilan kista. Dan aku yang harus dinas luar kota minggu depan selama beberapa hari jadi galau deh ninggalin anak-anak bersama mbahnya.
Ibu sejujurnya keberatan jika harus ditinggal beberapa malam dengan anak-anakku yang super kreatif heee, meski ada ayahnya katanya tetep saja beda. Aku sudah coba mengajukan ijin kepada pimpinan untuk tidak ikut dinas keluar kota tapi belum di acc dan masih diberi waktu untuk dipertimbangkan kembali.
Baiklah, kita ikuti saja skenario terbaik dari Allah ini. Apapun yang terjadi semuanya hanya atas ijin dan kehendak-Nya dan itulah yang terbaik baik kita. Aamiin
*) Rehat sejenak sebelum sholat ashar.....